I Used to Hate Being Brown

Salvador Blanco
2 min readSep 21, 2022

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First passport picture circa 1998

I used to hate being brown.

Why is the Chinese buffet our favorite?

But now I love being brown.

I don’t have to explain why we savor it.

I used to hate being brown.

Why do I smell like this?

But now I love being brown.

It’s my parent’s cooking I miss.

I used to hate being brown.

Our music sounded funny.

But now I love being brown.

Los gringos love Bad Bunny.

I used to hate being brown.

Mami’s English always embarrassed her son.

But now I love being brown.

When it comes to languages, most only know one.

I used to hate being brown.

The slightly racist jokes were laughed at.

But now I love being brown.

Out of the heart the mouth speaks. Let’s chat about that.

I used to hate being brown.

I didn’t know how to feel about immigration.

But now I love being brown.

Without immigrants — we would be a different nation.

I used to hate being brown.

I said the right things around the white pastor.

But now I love being brown.

I am not your token or a bad actor.

I used to hate being brown

But as I’ve gotten older, what I found

Is that what I truly hate is that

I used to hate being brown.

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Salvador Blanco
Salvador Blanco

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